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ada banyak banget alasan buat manusia menyerah sama apa yang dihadapin sekarang. .

kalo bukan karena gw inget gimana hancurnya mereka kalo gw nyerah, mungkin udah dari dulu dulu gw nyerah.

awal tahun ini bukannya semangat yang gw dapet, malah tekanan karena masalah masalah yang sekalinya dateng borongan, keroyokan.

dan yang paling pathetic adalah, I have nobody to lean on.
bukan karena gw ansos ato ga nganggep kehadiran sahabat, keluarga, temen, ato siapapun di sekitar gw
tapi karena mereka pun gw yakin punya masalahnya sendiri. dan gw gamau mereka denger sesuatu yang ga sebaiknya mereka denger

satu satunya yang tau mungkin cuma papi Jesus :)

bahkan ngambil keputusan pun bisa jadi hal yang paling menggalaukan sedunia. .

hadeeehhh

kadang gw mikir yak, enak banget gitu kalo hidup kek sinetron
pas kita lagi susah-susahnya, miskin miskinnya, tau" ada cwo anak milyader yang naksir kita terus bayarin semua hutang kita.
atau yang paling konyol, pas kita udah berumur twenty-something, dan selama ini hidup di pemukiman kumuh, tau" ada bapak dan ibu yang dateng ke kita sambil bilang "kamu putri kami. . " *yang bikin gw pengen ngomong : hello~ kenapa baru sekarang ketemunya ? 20 taun ini ngapain aja ? !"

tapi ada juga satu hal yang bikin gw gamau hidup kek gitu
karena kalo hidup bisa semudah itu, pasti ada banyak banget orang jahat yang kayak hantu
contoh, misalnya udah kejadian kek hal" diatas tu, pasti endingnya ada yang ga suka terus berusaha ngejatohin lagi, bahkan sampe membunuh. .

oh men, langsung gw amit"in deh *ketok meja*


jadi ngelantur curhat gw. .


tapi ada satu hal yang bikin gw kuat. .

sebanyak apapun alasan yang bikin kita nyerah, ada jauh lebih banyak lagi alasan buat kita bersyukur atas apa yang kita dapet selama ini. . :)

update~ update~

holaaaa~. .
hisashiburi ne, minna ?

sebelumnya, selamat natal dan tahun baru yaa. .
*and saengil chukkae sungmin oppa~*

udah lama banget ga posting, curiga ini blog udah mulai rapuh di pojok-pojoknya, atau udah bocor dimana mana saking lamanya ditinggal ga terawat, tapi emang baru sempet ngepost lagi ya sekarang" ini. .

kemaren sibuk kuliah ma uas, jadi ga sempet internetan ma update blog. .

selesai uas, ada sedikit masalah sama komputer ini. mentang" udah tua, jadi suka ngambek *baca: nge-hang* tanpa sebab. .

udah ganti tahun lagi, banyak hal yang berubah, banyak juga yang masih begitu begitu aja dari dulu. .

yaa, jadi satu semester lagi udah terlalui. berarti tinggal kurang lebih 1,5 tahun lagi sebelum gw lulus *Amin*

pokoknya harus lulus tepat waktu, biar bisa balikin modal yang udah bonyok keluarin buat gw kuliah di situ yang kalo diitung itung mungkin bisa buat beli es podeng 5 kontainer *kenapa es podeng ? lagi pengen soalnya. . :9*

sekarang juga lagi sibuk *eaaaa sibuk* latian fevo buat wisuda. ya, disaat temen" gw pada pulang kampung, leha" di rumah, guling-guling diatas kasur, gw harus bolak balik ke kampus buat latihan.
tapi gapapa lah, daripada lumutan di rumah cuma melototin monitor doang seharian. .


terus gw juga masih labil *malah bangga* contohnya, pas denger kabar mau ada MoA concert, yang artinya suju kesini *lagi* dan gw gabisa nonton *lagi* jadilah pas kabar itu keluar gw ga mood ngapa"in, pengennya guling guling doang seharian. .
yah, namanya juga labil. .

terus apalagi yak ? ?

eh. .

gaada lagi yang kepikiran buat ditulis ni. .


yasuu. .

sampai jumpa di post berikutnya *gatau kapan*

annyeong ! :)

wish you were here. .

I can be tough
I can be strong
but with you, It's not like that at all
theres a girl who gives a shit
behind this wall
you just walk through it

and I remember all those crazy thing you said
you left them running through my head
you're always there, you're everywhere
but right now I wish you were here

all those crazy things we did
didn't think about it just went with it
you're always there, you're everywhere
but right now I wish you were here

damn, damn, damn,
what I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here

damn, damn, damn,
what I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.


I love the way you are
it's who I am don't have to try hard
we always say, Say like it is
and the truth is that I really miss


all those crazy thing you said
you left them running through my head
you're always there, you're everywhere
but right now I wish you were here

all those crazy things we did
didn't think about it just went with it
you're always there, you're everywhere
but right now I wish you were here

damn, damn, damn,
what I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here

damn, damn, damn,
what I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.

no, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
that I never wanna let go
let go, Oh, Oh,
no, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
that I never wanna let go
let go, Let go, Let go...

damn, damn, damn,
what I'd do to have you
here, Here, Here
I wish you were here

damn, damn, damn,
what I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.

6 years ! ! :)

6 years of super junior !
chukkae yo !
:)

good bye baby, good bye !

good bye baby by miss A

another random post. .

I just realized how 'nancep' this song is, sooo. .yea, I post it since I like this song~ :p

*just post the translation. so you could understand* :)

 

good bye, baby good bye, turn around and go on

just don’t say a word, disappear as it is, baby good bye, good bye

my name isn’t Suzy, but you keep calling me that

I should’ve know back then, but I wanted to believe you as much as possible

I know how immature you are. Don’t cry in vain

I’ll throw away all your stuff. Quit acting now

good bye, baby good bye, turn around and go on

just don’t say a word, disappear as it is

good bye, baby good bye, thing it was good and fun

but we’re done right here. Your show is now over, baby good bye, good bye

my friends all told me and back then I never really listened

why can I really tell if the way you look at me is sincere or not?

your acting really surprised me

because I was so surprised, in the end I stopped crying

good bye, baby good bye, turn around and go on

just don’t say a word, disappear as it is

good bye, baby good bye, thing it was good and fun

but we’re done right here. Your show is now over, baby good bye, good bye

there will be no whining sound from you anymore

the snake passed the wall and gently betrayed me

it was quite an amazing show that I watched, even without buying a ticket

I just didn’t get this spot for free, no. Now it’s bye bye

good bye, baby good bye, turn around and go on

just don’t say a word, disappear as it is

good bye, baby good bye, thing it was good and fun

but we’re done right here. 

your show is now over, baby good bye, good bye

geez. .

really, I'm tired with these people. .

these people keep on blabbering something -or should I say EVERYthing- bad about another person. .

keep treating me like an owl - to pass their message- why don't they do it by their self ? ?

keep pushing me to do something they want -which I don't want to. .

CURIOUS WITH WHATEVER I DO -do you know the meaning of privacy ?- I don't care about what you do anyway. .

act like they're the one who have the BIGGEST problem in this world -like "I don't have a boyfriend" problem. .

want to be respected, but hate to respect other people. .


I know, I can be an evil sometimes, but I will still think about everyone else's feelings. .

but as far as I know, these people is so full of theirselves. . (read: won't care about others)

geez, people. . you're driving me nuts !
>.<